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this empty self.
6'3" tall
long, curly black hair
brown eyes
160 pounds
Happily Taken.
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this empty face.
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these empty ears.
Murderdolls-People Hate Me
System Of A Down-Violent Pornography
Ill Nino-How Can I Live
Demon Hunter-I Have Seen Where It Grows
these Loving people
Camel Tot
The Mad Chef
Tumor Boy
your empty voice.
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
...this is for you since I kinda' like you...hope you like the song??

--hacked by the Mad "Chef"

Mechanical-Messiah 12:11 PM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
now. playing.:
Great Big White World, Courtesy of MusicGalore.Net

Mechanical-Messiah 11:47 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
.a_little_hint.
The little thing under "this empty voice" on the left side of my blog is for anyone to use to talk to me, and that is the most likely place that I will respond to your comments. This little thingy can be used by anyone, and you don't even need to sign in to your blogger to say stuff as you, it's pretty neat.

Mechanical-Messiah 3:02 PM
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
.tag, im it.


3 names I go by- Thomas, Eric, TamponFairy

3 Screen Names I've Had- TamponFairy, XxericxX, Mechanical_Messiah, FallenGodSlayer

3 things I like about myself- Height, Eyes, Tongue(pierced)

3 things I dislike about myself- Hair, Teeth, Nose

3 parts of my heritage- Fairy, Tampon, Italian

3 things I'm wearing right now- Lip and tongue rings, Foamy the squirrel shirt, Tripp Pants

3 favorite bands/musical artists- Murderdolls, Deadstar Assembly, Demonhunter

3 favorite songs-I have seen where it grows- Demon Hunter
Violent Pornography- System of a Down
Love is what I got- Sublime

3 things I want in a relationship- Whatever CamelTot wants

3 physical things I like about the preferred sex- Eyes, Ears, Hair

3 favorite hobbies- Drawing, Web Design, Making noises with my guitar

3 things I want to do very badly right now- Go fishing, Eat hotwings, Play Magic: The gathering

3 things that scare me- Elves, Vicious Dogs, Ventriliquist Dummies

3 of my everyday essentials- Camel_Tot, Music, Midgit

3 careers you have considered or are considering- Tattoo Artist, Architect, Paeleontologist

3 places you want to go on vacation- Tokyo, Disney World, Lego Land

3 kid names you like- Thomas Joe, Damien Michael, Cassandra Lea

3 things you want to do before you die- Get suicide suspensions, Grow two more feet, Grow three more hands

3 ways I'm stereotypically a dude- I fart a lot, I smell funny, I think Amy Lee is purty

3 ways I'm stereotypically a chick- I wear make-up, I take a long time to get ready, I'm grouchy in a PMS kinda way sometimes

3 celeb crushes- Amy Lee, Twiggy Ramirez, Juliya

People to play next- CamelToe, Her husband, her step son


Mechanical-Messiah 12:52 PM
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.ill nino - how can i live.


I am so alike you in so many ways
I know Im just a copy
That carries on the strain
But, we make the same mistakes
Cause, we are one and the same
We leave behind the stain
That will never separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image
Im all you left behind
You made me what I am
But who the hell am I?
But, we make the same mistakes
Cause, we are one and the same
We leave behind the stain
That will never separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?

Weve made the same mistakes
We are one and the same
How can I live

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you
Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you



Mechanical-Messiah 2:15 AM
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.my empty thanks.


.camel tot.
I just wanted to thank you for putting up with me. Without you I am nothing and with you we are everything, I want this to never end. I can truthfully say I need you like a drug... an addiction I never want to be rid of. You are the perfect drug that brings me to the greatest of highs, I love you baby.

.the mad chef.
I also owe you a lot of thanks, not for just putting up with me but also for forgiving all of the mistakes me and camel tot have made throughout the course of our relationship, you are a friend and a father to me, and I thank you.

.god.
Thank you for everything, without you nothing is possible and I look forward to spending the rest of my days worshipping you, how long that may be I don't know. It could be tomorrow, or it could be a hundred years from now.. whenever it is I thank you for each and every day.

-The Mechanical-Messiah

Mechanical-Messiah 12:39 AM
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